Part 2 The Leah Years
As we all know…The original kiss was ill fated for though his heart was ready the occasion was not and Jacob would have to wait for his destiny and love to unfold.
We had a fair tale wedding which ushered us into a new ministry. Everything seemed great and we appeared to be the example for all to follow. The kids came and blessing seemed to be rolling in. Yet in hidden regions of our hearts the Demonic seeds where begging to sprout…slow and unnoticed the uncertainty began to creep in. The old question was starting to surface is this really love…is this really the one God had for me. I would wrestle with the thoughts and defend my position with the logic that I had been taught in school. But as I would soon discover, the reality is this that all the logic in the world cannot convince a heart that there is not something missing.
Then the devils plan grew into a full grown weed wrapped around my very soul. But it was not my soul that he had won, No…it was not me at all…I had struggled I admit but he had something far more dastardly in mind for my marriage.
In short while I was working so diligently on the peoples church (I refuse to call it the lords church anymore) Satan was working on my home and my wife.
The Gospel of Charlemagne
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